I finally found a full version of McLaren’s Negatives online. WATCH HERE. A ten minute intimate documentary about his life and work by Canadian film-maker Marie-Josée Saint-Pierre from 2006. The editing and composting was done by Kara Blake! Blake and Saint-Pierre co-produced The Delian Mode, an experimental documentary about the legendary Delia Derbyshire (I’ve emailed the website twice about getting a copy to watch but no one replied to me! I need to watch it so badly).
I hated Alphaville for its blatant cinematic masturbation but then I started to love it. I want my whole life to look like that.
Transcribing and translating French poetry to work the/my language.
This is where my inspiration lies right now although it’s hard to keep standing with the heavy clouds and rain following me from Amsterdam to Paris to Amsterdam again. I don’t know how long I can take this.
Last night I sent off my first pilot interview questions to my lovely friend Vaccine, who also happens to be one of my favorite artists. She is thrilled to participate in my project.
I want to re-try some things. This is it. Waiting never works out.

View from the balcony in St.Cloud where I stayed at my friend’s house in Paris. It looked like this almost every morning for weeks.


funny.. ive been watching the Norman McLaren master edition 7 dvd box set i downloaded.
and like i asked before..
what exactly were you waiting for?